It’s been so hard without you rich! I thought things would get easier as time passed. But it’s only gotten harder knowing I would have been ok with you down here next to me. Everyone says it gets easier when you lose someone. They definitely lied or didn’t know how it felt to lose someone like you. I can’t wait to be up there with you dad and little baby joe. I can just imagine the party’s where going to have. The cuddles we will make up for and the eternal love and happiness I’ll feel once I’m back with you all! I miss you so much everyday.